Introduction

I lost consciousness once and I remember that people were busy around me. This statement is contradictory to say the least! Yet it is the experience that almost every person has who has this type of experience following an accident of any kind, the so-called near death experience (NDE).

In my case I was barely seven years old and I was under a car from which I got up and from where I walked home some 60 meters away, with the broken femur, repeating over and over again. who wanted to hear me: my leg! my leg! I finally collapsed.

I was not then clinically dead or at least I imagine. Still, I was witness to a hubbub around me. This event undoubtedly triggered the idea of ​​"life after death" and of a long and slow journey, a suave quest for the meaning to be given to this observation. I hardly ever told anyone about it because I didn't make a big deal out of it and at least one person I knew was totally an atheist and materialist described to me an even more explicit scenario than mine that he had experienced in a serious car accident where in addition to his own life he almost lost those of his wife and children.

It is only now that it comes back to me at the untimely end of a night's sleep that actually ended with this surprise. It must be said that I have all my time for such an impression to sow in me the idea of ​​thinking about it barely awake.

It is not nothing to have all this time because it is perhaps the realization of a key moment in my existence. I always feel like I've never been quite in my body, to the point of finding what is called life often downright absurd, to the point where I've basically always been rebellious, unable to fully function. as was required of me, as much as of my peers. And this is perhaps my great misfortune because I have always been flabbergasted by the ability of others to comply with what is required of them.

The fundamental question has always been more or less this: what is the point of all this? I do not think I am very original with this type of questioning but most people do not especially want to ask it and those who ask themselves often end up putting an end to their life or sometimes fall into fanaticism. So how did I get through the pitfalls of this absurd life? Well, precisely because I found my answers. In fact, they were given to me like a mother bird give food to its chicks, as my mother would have said. I was sort of extremely lucky because just eight years after that car accident, I was being taught most of what I needed to know, like a seed. It's up to me to make it fruitful.

I even rebelled against this revelation, this apprenticeship and it took me almost 50 years to come to terms with it, that is to say accept it. All my progress during these 50 years will have served to test in every way what I learned from this auto mechanics teacher who the previous year had kicked me out of his course several times because I despised him and disturbed his classroom. This is to say to what extent we are sometimes wrong.

I come from a so-called Catholic background and unlike my sister who the previous year frightened me with her training in cathechism, I was part of the first post-Vatican II cohort, the one that was going to move from cathechism to cathechesis. At the time I was so enthusiastic about Church and religion that I became an altar boy! It must be said that my father also served me as a model because he was involved up to his neck in the workings of the parish, to the point of being the project manager of the construction of a new church for our parish of The Good Shepherd, the aptly named. The culmination of my involvement was undoubtedly the mass dedicated to the fiftieth wedding anniversary of my grandparents where obviously then ten years old, I was assistant to the parish priest, a parish priest whom I admired, like an affable and stout father with a deep and gentle voice. However, I gradually lost my interest in religious matters and eventually moved on to other activities. 

This rite of passage is however not trivial and it is with hindsight that I realize what this period was like. When I was eight or nine I was allowed to leave home to go and serve mass. The church was about ¾ of a mile from my house. Then I would just come home soon after. I was made responsible and I took responsibility without knowing it. This notion of responsibility would not have occurred to me. It was quite natural, like a small animal that must learn to live in its environment. It didn't occur to me that I had to be responsible. It's innate. But that's what we humans say socially: empower ourselves. Besides, seeing parents today accompany their children everywhere, I wonder to what extent the notion of accountability would not have lost some of its meaning. So much protection.

I'm more of the technician type and my questioning is always one of the purposes: what's the point? This is the case with the meaning of existence: what is it for? Because seeing my entourage gesticulate, I can only ask myself all the time, what is the point? Humans are utterly hopeless. I still haven't figured out why most of them do what they do. I'm not going to dwell on that. It has little interest. It's not something I want to understand after 50 years. Obviously I understand that very well. I know everything there is to know about the functioning of the human species at the beginning of the 21st century. This is why it is not very interesting, even boring in the end. Childish. And It is thanks to a great serenity that I can moreover overcome all the heap of everyday absurdities which I witness helplessly. In this I am no better than anyone. "There's nothing we can do about it".

Back on topic. This early experience of awareness of existence outside the body served as a stepping stone for my subsequent existence. Well, I didn't jump very high. I mostly hovered. Besides, I had a friend at one time called Justin Plané. Just in Plane. Most of my life I have been doing it. I did what I was asked to do. Without much conviction. I had to exist like everyone else. In this I have no originality. I do not try to distinguish myself as a great scientist. What I know, what I perceive is a slow process. And if I were to charge a fee for this apprenticeship, it would be in the order of a million dollars an hour. After all there is 50 years of research behind it.

In leaving, let's say that I'm not too interested in the reflections of a certain Richard Dawkins for whom all the evolution is only the simple fruit of chance. In this he and the neo-Darwinians are laughable. They have made a hypothesis about which they have no proof. It doesn't hold. I am resolutely closer to Anne Dambricourt, paleoanthropologist at the Museum of Natural History in Paris. It was through a radio interview that I discovered her a little over 20 years ago and what she said will serve as a basis for explaining what I have learned in parallel. Her research is the keystone, a beginning of scientific understanding of what is the evolution of life and of the different species.We can't limit ourselves to that, but scientific advances in many areas should use her research to establish a better understanding of how the whole works. I had the pleasure of spending almost a week with her a mere six months after this radio interview 3000 miles away.

I have an analysis grid, an analysis grid, let's say cosmic for short, and everything must be gauged against this grid otherwise it does not work. As I wrote above, I am a technician and the notions of spirituality, religion, science are an integral part of my approach. There is no incompatibility between notions of spirituality and notions of science. There is complementarity. I am pushing the envelope to say that everyone is right and that no one is entirely right. We must show intellectual humility in all areas which is not I might say the turf of individuals who flounder in various affirmative and presumptuous ways in this world. 

I don't claim to have the whole truth at all, only the truth, nothing but the truth! This is my vision based on this original knowledge, followed by study, research, observation and reflections on human beings through anthropology, other social, spiritual themes, etc., as well as other aspects of life through what we call the natural world. This acquired knowledge is in a way the other end of the telescope: how does it work from the point of view of the Other Side and not that of the material world. Things take a whole different perspective. This is for you to gauge the plausibility of what I am putting forward.

These words are not scientific as such of course, except that I will always try to maintain a basis of rationality in my explanations. They also cannot claim to be 'scientific' in the sense that they cannot be proven at this time or that everything I write can be scientifically verified as such. However, if we consider many scientific fields we can consider the speculative nature of science. New knowledge comes to alter what we believed to be final and to open the limits of what we call "scientific truth". Quantum physics, for example, makes assumptions that are increasingly inaccessible to the layman that challenge scientific certainties that were previously consideredthen like truths. Very little is scientifically sure now. So it should be as well with Darwinism and evolution of species as dictated by this approach. It makes no sense and nothing of it can't be proven and has never been.

This blog is dedicated to all people who want to 'think outside the box' and to those who are looking for sensitive explanations of our presence in this world.

PS If I choose to introduce as the search keywords "suicidal tendency" and "suicide", it is only to try to reach those who are at this stage of their life. The purpose here is to help you understand that your situation or mine or that of anyone else is a construct of the mind that needs to be examined and revised. Suicide will only bring you back here, exactly where you left off ... It is essential that you work on your journey differently. This blog will try to help you see the light at the end of the tunnel.

Where do we start?

Where do we start? I guess it can be said that we can start from anywhere, for everything is linked and must make sense overall.

The universe has many dimensions. We live here on Earth in one or two or three of those dimensions: plane, surface and volume. But that doesn't say much and we all know about those three dimensions. They also exists in other levels. So we can't count them so much as "dimensions". We thus live in the material world. We also live in other dimensions/planes most of us can't see while living in this material world, only feel. Anything we do here is "copied" at least in one other dimension/plane. In fact in all other dimensions/planes. We can't get away with whatever is happening to us down here whether of our own making or imposed upon us as it is the case with the other dimensions. We are quite responsible for what is happening to us. Why can't we see those other dimensions? For some reasons, among them to not influence our current situation.

Although we have our free will it does come not only with liberty but also responsibility. We can't get away with anything. It's copied elsewhere. So eventually we will have to answer for our behaviour out here or on any dimensions for that matter. How? Well not as 'punishments' or 'sins' but as infractions with sanctions that are consequencials to our deeds... whether "good" or "bad" and we can't escape from them. I will discuss about those aspects later on because the subject matter is vast! Let's say for now that the notion of "karma" is partially what it is about.

Our lives "down here" have some interesting aspects that we don't find as such in other dimensions... The material world makes converge all types of people. Our mandate has always been to make this place a... paradise. We have missed the point for sure. This interaction of all genres of people helps us determined where we fit in. On other plans we won't find ourselves with either the most illuminated mixed with the most criminals and everything in-between. Only here. And on other plans or dimensions we do not choose personally that we belong to one or the other. It is our level of "behaviour" that determines where we should be. We have no say as such in that regard. Our free will all along makes us be where we are at. If we want to be in the most etheral, pure, peaceful, etc. places we have to act in order to reach those areas. Otherwise we get stuck in where we are as long as we do not consciously wish to move on. In some instances it can take the equivalent of hundreds of earth years before we realize this and wish to move on because we think where we are is where we should be. It's a construct, a personal one. And we get along well with our fellows in where we are because we fit it. Not unlike what is going on down here, except that we are not evolving much by staying in one level for hundreds of years... Furthermore, we must move on at one point or the other because everything in the universe IS movement. If we do not wish to move on we will lose the right of being. It seems contradictory that we have no choice and that we do. More explanations about that later because it is another vast subject!

Nothing is new in what I advance here. Everything or almost everything I am going to write has already been said or written by the prophets of the past, whether he is called Lao Tseu, Mohamed, Jesus, Siddharta Gautama (Buddha), Moses, Zarathustra, etc. I only intend to be straightforward. It wants to be a guide. Many aspects of what I will write can be found in all the scriptures, dialogs, etc. Some of what I will write will just all of a sudden makes sense. I have a responsibility towards you here. I am not going to discuss things or advance ideas that I am uncertain about without letting you know. In fact, there are many aspects that I still struggle with. So you have to make your own decision concerning what I propose. As I wrote it is my perspective of things so far, after more than 40 years searching for plausible answers. I am just sharing for what it's worth. For me it is worth a lot! It is logical and plausible. For the last 40 years I encountered quite fluffy stuff and people that did not register on my scale... You are allowed to be skeptical ! I am a no nonsense guy.

Love, karma, energy

The best way to grow spiritually is through... love! Not necessarily love for one person, universal love. This is of course easier said than done. We are raised to mistrust. To love is not something "fluffy". Yet through love you will eventually feel "lighter".

The best way to express love is not to try to embrace the world but through your deeds. It has to do with compassion towards one another, that is helping others in any way possible. We only have to sincerely do as much as we can in a given circumstance.

It could only be holding the door to the next person! In that sense nowadays automatic door are taking away a simple gesture of courtesy! It might be convenient but it doesn't put into perspective your "precious" time. How long does it take in one's life to hold the door to the next person? That goes for any simple gesture. Are we so cheap as to not have the time to hold a door? It takes one or two seconds of one's "precious" time. We have to show humanity towards each other, individuals being on a journey down here as we are.

There is something karmic about simple gestures. Every time you do one simple gesture you partly redeem whatever bad karma you've accumulated, not unlike Air Miles™ :) This goes the other way as well. If you are doing things harmful to you or others, it's recorded somewhere, not the NSA... Our goal is to spiritually grow.

I understand pretty well that this seems far-fetched. I can't prove that in a test tube in a lab. Even though I can't prove it, it won't hurt me if I hold the door to the next person. Do to others what you would like others do for you. And don't calculate all the time. It won't work if you do things to redeem whatever it is you feel requires some expiation. The gestures that counts are the ones done with spontaneity, not through calculation.

Whatever we do or say creates energy. We determine what type of energy we want to make use of in our life. If you feel good about the gesture you just did it is a kind of energy that is used for you and for others.

Energy equals vibrations or frequencies or pulses, not unlike the frequency to distribute electricity to a house which in most countries is either 50 or 60 Hertz.or cycles or pulses per second. We could talk about radio frequencies which are also vibrations or pulses per second. The whole universe is made up of frequencies. That's the way the energy is transmitted in any world. Nikola Tesla invented a device to listen to the universe, called the teslascope. But it can go so far as the known universe. Same for radiotelescope that are listening to all sorts of frequencies emitted by all sorts of objects in the the material universe.

Anyone of us uses frequencies as well. When we say to someone "you got good vibes" we only recognize this. You can feel one person's frequencies and you may or may not feel comfortable with theirs compared to yours and vice versa. You feel a warmth next to this person or you are feeling a repulsion.

Languages are also using frequencies or vibration. The way we use our languages is building us as persons but also as communities. We are responsible for the way we use those frequencies. They determine a path. It is political. We choose to be either peaceful, engaging and cooperative or we choose otherwise. We then have to understand the consequences of our choice.

Good vibes attracts good vibes and bad ones attracks bad ones. Some people may be powerful in the material world but they might not be so powerful on the Other Side. It all depends on the way ones uses the energy. It's no brainer. In the other world if you even try to be powerful you'll be quickly put in your place by the forces out there, that is you might be powerful but to a very very low level, next to this material world. Further you climb the spiritual latter, less you are powerful because it doesn't exist as such on higher plans because relations are made of exchange, cooperation... and love.

Group of affinities and personal progression

To some extent things are no so different on the Other Side as here. Why should they be so weirdly different?

On the Other Side people form communities if they wish so. Like down here. People regroup by affinities according to their levels of "spirituality". Every way of the steps towards what we could call "enlightenment", one finds groups of affinities.

For example, if one is a flute player and plays with others there are flute players on the Other Side which you can join, always according to your level of spirituality. Your personal evolution determines that you can be with other flute players who have the same level of evolution as yours.

Same goes for any activity, except that some disappear as you climb up the ladder of spirituality. If you wish to stay a criminal, a gambler or whatever is of low level, you can. But then you won't be very high in the ladder. And you face the possibility of being annihilated...

The level of spirituality is in no way determined by wealth. Your notoriety as a drug dealer or a phlanthropist is irrelevant. It is the sum of your deeds that determines you level of spirituality. If on one hand you gave millions of dollars to arts but on the other hands unjustifiably exploited your workers, you are not to expect to be treated with deference. 

In fact some of your former workers might be way up in the spiritual scale compared to you and it might stay that way for a long long time. It is not a matter of revenge, only of spiritual levels. This is just an example. It serves the purpose of explaining how things work on the Other Side. After all it's a practical guide. No frills. If you wish to be rubbed in the right way or if you are looking for an ego-booster, there are literally hundred of books out there that will do so to please you.

Thoughts, deeds, energy centres and reciprocity

As I wrote earlier, whatever we think or do is being documented in the cosmos, the universe. We can't get away from that. It is thus our responsibility each of us to think and do things properly if we want to evolve spiritually. This is the wisdom that many prophets have told us throughout history.

Furthermore, as we think or do something we simultaneously feed energy centres These energy centres are "made" of all the thought or deeds that are alike. Positive ones with positive ones, negative ones with negative ones. There are probably millions of those energy centres, but they are not buildings. They are in a way virtual powerhouses that we build ourselves with our thoughts and actions. They cease to exist if no one is feeding them. But, that's like wishful thinking...

In any case as we think or do something we feed them according to its category. It's done automatically by attraction of affinities. Not only though do we feed them without our knowledge but the accumulation of all the thoughts and deeds that are gatering in those energy centres feed us back at a tremendous strength. It is thus essential to understand this because if one thinks about hatred for instance, energy centres dealing with hatred will feed one back! So it gets really damaging for you and your surrounding.

It is thus way better to think and do things that are positive in order to be fed back by positive energies. It is also essential to realize that in any case (positive or negative) this triggers vibrations/frequencies that are either good or bad to your own physical and mental health. Some disease are the pure results of that. On the scale of the planet it has consequences too. If millions and millions of people think of hatred it activates negative vibrations/frequencies  The planet itself suffers from this. At this point it has altered its course in the known universe. I can't prove it. Someone in the know wrote so and it is not far-fetched because when I was initiated and started my journey of research I made a point of being able to open my mind and my perspective on the world to embrace the workings of the universe as a whole. So this alteration of planet Earth's course in the universe does not make me laugh. To the contrary.

Black holes are stars composters. This course alteration is significant except that we won't get composted tomorrow... It only means that to some extend the planet is aging faster than it should, due to the sorts of activities and thoughts we generate. We are simply becoming a big piece of garbage. Most of the things we do on this planet right now are equivalent to garbage. 

We are not at all in sync with the rest of the universe and this planet and everything on it will have to go though a process of composting. When? I don't know. It doesn't matter as such to know the date because it won't change the process we triggered with our attitude as a species. If by now we haven't realized the damage we're doing, we will never. 

Reincarnation and its role

As explained earlier (All in the family) a person on the Other Side has or wants to come back in the material world, say for instance on Earth. I don't know if there are other planets where this person could end up. All I know is that the possibility exists considering the number of planets in the material universe where life could strives. Exoplanets are now one of the most interesting research area in astronomy.

Very few people who are down here are so for the first time. Most of us have been here many many times already in different shapes, sex, conditions. In one life you could be a king and the next you'll be a servant. It all depends on your spiritual evolution. Your daughter could have been your wife or your mother. You may also meet for the first time which is rare. In fact we often end up being with people we have dealt many times with already.

In many instances, even if in this life you move from one country to the other, chances are you will meet people over there that you already had known in different lives. Sometimes you may think by moving you are "escaping" but you're just moving your body. The rest of your history always follows you. When one chooses another country to go to live it is either by necessity or by choice but it often happen to be a place where you may not know you may have already lived in a different life. Each person's circumstances are different. I explained an overall process. I can't get into your own pedigree. You may feel all this on your own because there are all sorts of things happening that makes you wonder.

We are here to evolve spiritually and we put into the conditions that will favor this evolution. You have to become aware of this and act accordingly. It's your free will, your life. Everything one does or even thinks has an impact on its life and the ones of its surroundings. So if one doesn't evolve more this time around and start to understand the purpose of its presence down here, well it's like doubling a class. This person will have to come back again until this person digs it. Read everything that I wrote before so it will be more understandable.